[RPG] Indira s return

[qwerty80 at in.gr]

-One day before Indira s departure from Oritolon-Colonies.....-

Indira was sitting in her room of her familly mansion,she was more pale than ever but her eyes were shining as she was expecting something very important to happen.Two of her maids were taking care of her,one dressing her and the other brushing her hair,they were black as always but very long. She was dressed in a long black gown and her neck was covered with a large necklasse in order to cover it all.While the maid was dressing her ,she wouldn t take her eyes from the mirror....sometimes she felt she couldn t stand living in that body anymore...the memories were hurting too much.It was almost 2 years since the day she got violated by a group of outlaws outside her realm Arcaea...helpless to defend her self....alone....as Moreira once said that her life would be.

When the maids left the room she sat on her bed with her hands on her lap and her eyes fixed on the wall infront of her.It was almost 2 years she didn t speak to anyone,neither her parents or friends...sometimes they said she would scream in her sleep or whisper the name of the man she loved....Yarah they said...she could hardly remember..

Even if the wounds were healed the scars wouldn t leave and the memories had conquered a big part of her heart, that it managed only once to love but now it was full of hate once more..

When someone knocked the door of her room she didn t even moved,she just sat there steal..Her father and Garm entered the room.Garm was the man that found her seriously wounded ,took care of her and brought her back in Oritolon to her parents in order to leave them heal her but never left her side.Her father approached her and sat near her smiling.

How are you feeling today my princess?

Indira didn t answered neither moved,her father gave a sad look to Garm and then continued talking

Indira,Melian arrived today from OldGrehk,she will escort you along with Garm back to Arcaea.You are now perfectly healed and i m sure you will feel much better near the man you love.Melian got to comunicate with King Yarah and he was very happy to hear news of you ,he insisted to come and see you and take you back in Arcaea but we thought it would be better for you to return when completely healed.Don t you feel that it s time my daughter?

Indira didn t answered once more but she turned slowly to meet her father s eyes and noded with a fading smile 

And i agree my princess,i will go to inform Melian to prepare her self,she came to visit you yesterday but you were asleep and she didn t want to disturb you.Garm will stay here to keep you company..

He kissed her softly,gave a look to Garm and left the room.Indira s eyes were still fixed on the wall but after a while she turned slowly towards Garm,she looked at him and smiled.She stood up and approached him.

-So ,is everything ready for my return?

-Yes M Lady everything.I send as well a letter to Yavanna as you asked.It seems she s pretty busy in Atamara but she said she has some friends in Far East that would help you.

-These are great news.Old Yavanna never lets me down.What about Melian though.Are you sure she doesn t suspects anything?

-M Lady no.She asked me yesterday of your condition and i explained her you somehow are as dead as alive.That you hardly speak or move,that you hardly recognize others and all.She looked pretty sad in just the thought of it.You can pretty much convince her.

-Good.I don t want anyone to understand Garm.I don t want anyone to understand in Arcaea either.....What about "Les Femmes" did Yavanna got in touch with them?

-No M Lady,your sister Lavigna managed to talk with a relative of Riamh back in Atamara.She informed her that the guild still exists but that it will be difficult to get in touch with the members and find a guild to join.It seems some of them were destroyed.

-That will be a problem.I won t be able to move the first days....

-Indira....why won t you forget?why don t you let everything behind....?Why can t we stay here?

-What are you talking about Garm?Forget?Stay here?I can t forget(she took off with her hand the necklasse that cover her scars).Would you be able to forget?They destroyed everything i had.My life was calm ,i had a man i loved,a realm i served and look what i ve become!

-You have many that love you and..

-All i know is that i love one man.And i m returning to him.

-You say you love Yarah but you stil don t plan to reveal him the truth.I wonder what kind of love this is.

-Yarah would never leave me to avenge my aggressors.He would hardly leave me to move into battles before this happened.He alwasy too worried for me,he would send friends of him or personal guards to protect me.

-And where were his guards when you got attacked,huh?I was there remember?
 
Indira gave him a strange look like she couldn t understand what he was talking about ,while she could understand perfectly.She didn t answered right away.

-.....Garm...Yarah couldn t help me.I told him i would visit the guild...it wasn t his fault if i wanted to mess with those people because i was chassing the dream to become an infiltrator.I would never dare to speak even the thought of it to Yarah.

-What kind of a man claims to love you when he doesn t leave you to follow the path you want?

-Dunnot doubt his love for me!!He was a King and wanted to make me his Queen,what would i do?Be Queen in his palace and the night sneek out with a pair of daggers?I would never even suggest it to him.

-You claim you love him but still you don t feel confortable enough to show him your true nature.He WAS a King Indira,he s not a King anymore,he can no longer make you a Queen...This man didn t even trusted your skills and strength.This man didn t took care of you while you were dying,this man didn t even came to visit you!I bet he doesn t even remember you anymore!

-I don t care if he s a King or not,i love him not his positions.You are so wrong!You don t even know him.This is the only man that completely understood me,he loved me for what i was,he loved me as i woman while others would only see "Indira the kind and loyal comrade".He is the ONLY man that ever loved me.Garm,i will be thankfull to you for the rest of my life,i owe you my life and if you come to live with me in Arcaea i promise you you ll have anything you need.I will never forget what you did for me,never.You saved me,you brought me here,you always helped me and even now you are the only one i trust ,the only one that knows my true condition.
Garm....we would never be able to be together....it would never work and ..apart that....my heart belongs to Yarah.

-I don t want you to be thankfull Indira,neither i want you to feel pity for me...I want you...and i will never be able to come in Arcaea and see you live your life near another man.

-You saved my life and i thank you...don t ask me though to pay it back to you with something i can t and will never afford...If you can t stand it Garm then i would suggest you to leave now.All i want is to return to my realm and to avenge my aggressors.But if the fact my heart belongs to another man is too much for you to bare then i m afraid we should say farewell here.

Indira s voice was stable and severe,she looked him directly into his eyes and she meant every single word.

-Your heart is cold,revenge has took over your mind and heart,you are not able to love or get loved.But i will not leave your side till you re safe in Arcaea because i gave a vow and i won t break it.

He couldn t look her in the eyes and he was angry for he felt betrayed.He turned to leave but he was waiting for Indira to say something,to stop him,to love him back maybe....but she was standing on the balcony of the room,with her back to him looking outside.He opened the door and left.
Indira reenterd the room the moment the door was closed,leaving her alone in the room again.She approached the bed and took her sword that was near it.She waved it in the air and felt for the first time how weak she had become.Tears were covering her face now and she approached the mirror.She underessed her self and stood naked infront the mirror looking at the scars.How could she ever return to what she once was,she wondered....