[RPG] [Arc] A sorrowful decision

[AJ]

/*Meta: This was done in realm in Arcaea between Yarah and Indira. It 
was publicly RPed in front of the realm but was only between the two of 
them*/
~~~
As Yarah and Indira travelled to her palace, he spoke to her of his 
innermost feelings, feelings he had kept to himself in the years she had 
been gone from Arcaea. He told her how his step down had happened, how 
Sartania, Ethiala, Lasanar, Archachon and Soliferum had all attacked his 
beloved realm. How the Arcangela had come in his dreams and how she was 
once again missing, gone forever with the destruction of Taith Aenil.

And as he spoke, as he poured out all the bitterness in him, he realise 
how much he had come to dislike the world he lived in, how he had come 
to despise the hunger of some realms to destroy realm after realm, 
Highland Empire, Batesaor, Kaltaran, Rhitallia. He could not take it 
anymore.

Suddenly he went into a deep silence pondering heavily on some matter. 
But Indira interrupted, saying...

/Indira din t took her eyes off Yarah s face...she listened to him 
carefully,she had missed his voice,she had missed his eyes and the 
determination they used to have when she met him...now he was determined 
as well but his voice was trembling and she could see the deep wounds 
his heart suffered while she was away.He never stoped to impress 
her...it always seemed to her they were meant to be together,it was like 
2 bodies shared the same heart and same mind..she had passed a hell away 
from him and she had stoped to love Far East as well from the day she 
had returned.She let him finish and then spoke./

My heart,

you suffered enough and i suffered enough.It seems that for both of us 
Arcaea can only bring pain now and as long as we stay here,the only 
thing we manage is to make out wounds deeper.

I returned for i love this realm and i love you,but it doesn t seem to 
be enough.Long ago i stoped to love this world....i left Far East cause 
the same wounds that marked my body marked my heart even deeper.When i 
returned even your touch was unbearable.I sweared once that i would took 
revenge but now i feel uncapable to even defend our love and realm.Every 
day,every single hour my "woundings" burn and my sould cannot find peace.

I believed that near you and in Arcaea things would change but things 
just got worse.First your illness and dissapearance,now the fact that i 
cannot fight for a realm i don t respect it s leadersip and feel that as 
the aggresors weren t enough it falls fro inside as well....I m tired my 
love...i m so tired and i feel like dying...this silence kills me and i 
cannot keep it inside anymore.

Let s part my love,our life here came to an end but i want to reborn 
with you and i know we can t gain our life back......but we can built 
another one....

/She touched his face with her hand,kissed him on the lips smoothly,a 
kiss so deep of feelings that almost took her breath away..../

Let s build a new life Yarah...Let s travel away from here,if we remain 
together i know we can do it.

/As Indira kissed him, he felt the pain melt away, if only for a moment. 
How he had longed for her touch, her mere presence when she had been 
away. Every second of that period was like a life lost for him. He knew, 
she spoke the truth, that nothing else mattered in Arcaea to him except 
her./ /As they broke away he held her head in his hands and spoke/

The marks on both your body and soul will be avenged. If not for the 
happenings here, they would have yet been. But why did you not express 
your express your dispair, your anguish about staying here? Why did you 
not tell this earlier. Do not answer that for I have not really been 
myself, have not really spent time with you to give you a chance to talk 
at length.

*But* I agree. This is not a life for us any more. Arcaea is no more the 
realm it was and this world has no more the importance that it held for 
me. Let us trully restart our lives and live in harmony, in peace on 
another world, in another realm. Let us leave. I do not value anything 
here or rather anywhere except you. I only want you to be sure and I 
will be ready to leave in a moment. But I must also inform my friends of 
our decision to leave.

Some might think of us as cowards who turn our backs when the realm 
needs us, but they will not know, ever, the pain and suffering we have 
been through. I care for them not.

/Saying that, he looked deep into her eyes and then took her in a tight 
embrace, running his hands over the scars on her back, resolving that 
once the sorrow of leaving Arcaea had passed, some day he would avenge 
each and every scar.//Then holding her at an arm's length, he waited,  
for her final assent and decision to leave their life in this world 
behind and forever.
~~~
/OOC: I had been away from the FE for 2 weeks and had hoped that the 
island would have improved. But unfortunately, I was wrong. And the 
recent OOC mails only proved so. I'm done with the island too and will 
be leaving it, most likely by tomorrow. Good Bye all.

aJ
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